I know I like but I've always keep to myself

I'm attracted to you but I keep it to myself.

I'm admiring you from faraway and wish u well.

Wish u luck and success in your footpaths,the tracks.

May one day we meet up, and know more about each other.

I'm not sure but I had second thoughts,

Perhaps I like denying and I'm denying,

My affection towards you,

Life on Earth is sometimes cruel and I'm enduring it.

You and I are from different world,

I"m not as religious as you are,

Thinking that u deserve someone better,

I keep on denying and said no but I n my heart I said yes.

Denials,confusions filled me,

I wish one day with Allah blessings,

We would be connected,

And have proper conversations.

For now,I'm stopping to get to know anyone,

Have to go with my goals,

Study study study,

Till death stops my footsteps.

Silence.

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