Hey it's been a while since I've updated my blog. Time flies so fast,and now I am facing the finals which will be over in a few days...And off I go to my home sweet home.. I'll be the senior next year and I dont know what to expect next semester,this sem is the,should I say,worst ever? I dont know.,always,always there are obstacles coming my way., gossips,rumors, fights,....but at the end,everything will surely turn out well.. If not completely at least partially. .Life in Jeli,I dont know what to say. From my point of view,I dont really like it here, Jeli is a rural place and the food shouldn't be expensive,in fact insanely expensive as compared to pengkalan chepa... Now I really appreciate food at home,which is abundant and yes, free. hehe.
Okay this semester the hardship,problems obstacles, are just overwhelming.. HANDLING with other peoples problems and emotions that originally shouldnt be running and be part of my life. Oh well,these obstacles actually mature me,and give me plenty of lessons.. Plenty,a lot... Certain people just think that they're the only one with emotions and I am like,what? a doll? heartless,perhaps? Certain people just dont know how to be polite, no manners I must say, I am,Farah Khairi,and I am a sensitive person you mess with the wrong person if you wanna play emotions,negative emotions with me..
Problems here and there,everywhere... We are not human beings if problem doesnt exist,its just part of parcel of everyones life,and it'll make you more stronger.. The hardship that I've been through have make me what I am today... I become more careful,with everytthing,although I am very straightforward myself.
Regarding the title of this post, well...all this while,its not about that guy .....the main thing is not him..those words are meant for you,actually...and I told you to let you know what actually happened before you know it from secondary source so hehe..I am the primary source. I liked him,once. But right now,at this very moment,I like you,...you might not like me,but its okay,I'm attracted to you. Seriously. Any girl you love is the luckiest girl in the world.... so genie in the lamp,I've told you again and again all this while its all about you.....Honestly frankly speaking....I was asking you to convey these words to>>>>yourself ..... indirectly ,I guess? as for you,being someone who is choosy, I didnt expect much but I had fun having you with me. I am happy to talk and laugh with u,u have the personality,a unique one that others dont have..so....let me repeat,okay.
How I tingle when he passes by... everytime he says hello my heart begins to fly...How I love him,he got something that I cant resist,but he doesnt even know that I ever exist...
When I look into your eyes I cant resist it... When you smile,it diminishes my trouble away...it makes my day :) and what else? Someday....when I'm alone,when the world is cold,I'll feel the glow just thinking of you, and the way you look tonight..You're lovely,with your smile so warm,there is nothing for me but to love you,...With each words ur tenderness grow,tearing my fears apart..and The laugh that wrinkles your nose,it touches my foolish heart.... keep that breathless charm,wont you please arrange it coz I love you,just the way you look tonight. .. emo kan? aku memang emotional>>> sincerely Farah Khairi..... ;)
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